Time

[rebelliousuno]

That is the worst part of life I think
Time alone

Time to be alone with your feelings and with your head

I've recently discovered that thinking things through is a bad way to go especially with the pessimism that dominates my life sometimes
When you run a conversation through your head and out of 50 ways it could go 53 of them are bad

Yes I know thats more than 50 but theres other options that don't actually count as conversations *sigh* I'll have my head sorted soon enough when I realise what I need and what I want but till then I will have to try to either live with my head for now. Immerse myself in exams. Or just say what needs to be said. Well there is another option that could be a little bit controvertial but I'm not ready for the end of my life not for another few years yet. *sigh again* I guess for now I'll have to live with it and work out what to do about it

Please don't give me time alone to think It will only end in tears

probably mine

Comments

[blackic.livejournal.com]

It'll get better, promise.

xx

[rebelliousuno.livejournal.com]

perhaps it will get better eventually but I want it to get better now

perhaps going out bashing ye olde head to music will help me

maybe alchohol will make things easier to say or things easier to do

or maybe it'll just make me drunk which is equally as good

*sigh* its just been one of those days I think

Re:

[blackic.livejournal.com]

I am told ye olde head bashing may help.

I tend to go for eating my own body weight in chocolate, but that may be a girl thing.

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[rebelliousuno.livejournal.com]

don't think I could cope with 13 stone of chocolate really

it would be a lot of chocolate

hopefully the head bashing will help

or at least the pain in my neck I expect to have will divert my thoughts at least for a short period of time