So do I, I'm sure... But this is not quite possible, bar the invasive procdeudure that is mind qiping. It's bloody difficult to cope with, speaking from experience, but it does get better over time, and there are those around you who are understanding, so there are worse positions to be in.
wish i could make you see that you dont need to start again, but i dont think i can *hug* im sorry its so hard for you matt. im here if theres anything i can do (except for the unfortunate falling asleep) just ask me *hug* please? i dont want to lose you, and i know theres a lot of other people who dont (sorry for babbling)
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Date: 2004-04-09 03:38 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-04-09 03:43 pm (UTC)which is why I'm no longer wishing to be me
I wish to restart and try again
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Date: 2004-04-09 07:33 pm (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2004-04-10 09:54 am (UTC)Who's who?
Date: 2004-04-10 03:46 pm (UTC)Sorry to hear that things aren't cool. Dunno if I can help... If I can, just say.